那种i will pass的感觉。。就是。I will never stare at an object (landscape, a person, myself, a cup, an artefact, a painting, a merchandise, anything) long enough that I start to regret what I do about it. I can’t manage to gather myself to regret. I will pass… and I didn’t look back.但这也是一种幸福。如果我必须躺在床上、无法行动的话，或许就会开始后悔。至少我没有因为别人而后悔……the self is a grown up now